So many things before, but this one boy I loved so much had I run!
But after he has himself made, he said I want a relationship serieusze
I do my best for him to make .. I do be serious .. but he was apparently not good enough!
But right now I have moments when I miss him very much super .. but on the other hand I think burn in hell for the pain that you will! but he does not deserve me, because I write this little bit of anger .. nobody but me will understand what I felt for that boy and he will never understand:( Sometimes I think he deserves the best of the best, and I know many thousands of guys who care about me, but I think I got mine though he was perfect I would not lose him. But if he continues to ignore me but then I have nothing and then I keep wondering do they still love me?
because I also write this with pain in my heart .. Huillé lie to him at night because I still love him! I now know what to do
with a smile I'll go through life .. but inside I'm as much a motherfucker!
But you know it seems the best if I let him go! Because if I keep going after him then all I get hurt even more ..
I do not really little to talk about my relationship grief, fortunately I have people around me who care about me a lot .. and there is only one person who understands me very well and that is a treasure of a boy .. I would like to say I'm super proud of him ..
and I would never lose him, and would like to thank him for all he did for me when I have down moments and happy moments